Countdown: 40 Days More!

*this post may contain sadness, kalu tak tahan, silalah standby tisu kerana org yg lama mengenali asmarianna binti abdul rahman akan merasa kesedihan yg dialaminya*

argh tibe2 takut tgk the number in the title. i have like 40 days more holding the title 'single' and having the 'miss' before my name and after this it will be changed to 'married' and 'puan'. oh me gosh! am i ready? am i ready? am i ready? guess i am all set to becoming mrs jimmy. heheheh. lately nih takde rase cam nak blogging sgt la. im bz cutting down meals so i can fit into those bajus, preparing documents for pejabat agama, getting all items prepared like the ceremony hall, tables and chairs, hantaran, isk macam2 la.

nih yang best about malay weddings. you get to prepare like hell loads of stuff and its quite fun you know, like designing a card (nih utk org yg design sendiri cam gue, hehehe) then running around the neighbourhood to deliver the cards to frens and family, then answering phone calls from ppl who are more excited than you are (akekekeke nih lagi syok siap my fren ade sampai tak nak tunggu i post then they came over my house to self collect it). then after done designing a card, you prepare the docs for pejabat agama. nih tak thrill sgt la sebab u just need to get some ppl to sign for u and stuff. erm then catering, ahha! the best part of all sebab dpt test food (yummeh!). and yg paling best is, when u try ur wedding baju, pergh glamer gile kerbau pendek siot!

i went to gombak yesterday to try out my baju bersanding. me, jimmy and my parents and adam went. we were there like 2 1/2hrs to see whether the baju ok or not. i looked at jimmy and all i can see in him is the joy on his face. i know he is very very excited, same la ngan gue. i can feel the terharu-nest running in my vein yesterday when he actually gave thoughts and opinion on what and what he shud do n bring la on the day itself. hehehehe, i guess my frens are all excited for me too especially my school frens who yg dah lame gile tak jumpe and some of my ex colleagues yg masih lagi dikontek. i like doing my own wedding ceremony stuff, seriously. it gives me n my parents all the patience and this is how we could get together and talk and give opinion maybe for the last time.

the moment that ayah shake jimmy's hand on 28.03.08 is the moment that he will think that im no longer his responsibility ( :'( ) . i am actually quite sad, it seems like the 40days more to the big day tuh mcm 40 days more yg aku akan duduk bersama mereka. 40 hari lagi aku akan menempuh alam baru tanpa mereka berada di sampingku 24 7. 40 hari lagi cabaran dan dugaan yg akan aku tempuh sebagai seorang isteri yang sah kepada mohd azmi bin mohd ghouse dan inilah cabaran buat mohd azmi yg beliau sendiri akan hadapi sebagai seorang suami. thank you very much hubby for choosing me as your wifey and i hope we will live happily ever after as husband and wife till the rest of our lives.

maweeyar *her dark mind speaks...*