Soul Tormented

Love is not like anything,
Especially and fucking knife,
Like the one that I’m holding,
The one that could end my life.
I’m lying to myself,
And this daggers my excuse,
I’m feed up thinking your torment with stop,
I've had it with your abuse.
Just like we said at the alter,
"Till death do us part",
I guess this is goodbye,
I've stopped the beating of my heart.
Love really does hurt,
There's nothing you can do,
You told me you loved me,
I said I loved you too.
If only I had of known,
It would lead to years of pain,
I would go back and change it all,
So I wouldn't end up like this again.
I thought that we could be happy,
How could I get it so wrong,
Why have I stayed all this time,
Why has it taken so long.
To realize this was all a game,
To you this meant jack,
Was it something I said or did,
Please tell me so I can take it back.
You have kicked me and hit me,
I can’t take this any longer,
I do have to thank you though,
All this has made me much stronger

:(

(i dunno but sometimes i hate my love life and i wanna be forever in my own space, my own lala land.....urgh!)

maria *...and her dark mind speaks...*