selamat hari ria!

slamat hari RAYA & selamat hari RIA y`all!

1 meaningful day, twice the celebration :)

my family's actual raya plan was to go back to mom's hometown (kuala pilah, negeri sembilan) on fri, 12 Oct. since she couldnt get leave for raya due to work commitment, so she decided to go back on saturday morning. and today, whole bunch my mom's relatives (my uncles, aunties, gramma, cousins) came over for raya visit. so i tot "ahha! nih sure balik tgh hari ni" then at around 2sumthing, there were a cake cutting session (ehem! my very own jelly cake which i was craving for it for like 3 4 weeks ago). so, cut the cake and makan2 and another round of makan, tiba2 all of a sudden, hujan turun dengan lebatnya tanpa amaran dari pihak kaji cuaca. so we all pun lepak laa until my uncle (my dad punye brotha) drop by. so lepak lagi till 4.30 depa pun go home.

around 6sumthin we went to kak ija's place cos her budday is on the 9oct. today she slot in a cake cutting ceremony at her place and she asked if i cud join for the session as well. then when came to her place, after makan2, lepak, watch her flat screen tv, gossips (topics about the hawt sheikh muszaphar and mawi and jimmy and my wedding date proposal) then only we cut cake. today was awesome la, never had a double celebration for meself and dis was can say the best. thanks to my biggie family cos making it happen. i always tot that bday is nuthin and its just 1 batang of candle add on to ur cake and ur age.

jimmy wasnt here, he left for banting yesterday afternoon and i kinda miss him. for the past 3 4 years ive been celebrating my bday with him n this yr feels odd not having him around. huhu, he's coming back next monday, n tomorrow i'll be in negeri sembilan. uwaaaa i want my bantal peluk :'(

till then, take care ppl on earth and remember, always look up in the sky and tell to ur loved ones that you will always follow his/her trail from the stars (merapuss!)

First Celebration!

Finally, food is on the table during day time!
My mom and her hardcore kitchen helper, my auntie maklang. ehehehe
My uncles n aunties from mom side, awwwww how i love this picture so much. it is soo family thing. *touched*
My cousin Dilla & me. Her birthday is tomorrow, 14 oct 2007. happy early birthday Dilla! send my regards to dr sheikh muszaphar for me (she studies in UKM, the same place wer Dr Sheikh gets his edukasi)

Second Celebration
My cousin Kak Ija & me. Her birthday was on the 9th oct. she insisted to celebrate with me. this was at around dinner time at her place. woot!

okla, signing off now from the birthday girl... till then, happy ria everyone!

maerya *her darkmind speaks...*

Selamat Hari Raya Y`All!

Yo, sesungguhnya raya pada thn ni is very meaningful to me. maybe for anyone is like "ohh raya again? duit raya...lemang...finally can eat..." thingy but for me is different. this raya, falls on 13 october. 13 october tuh la bday gua. akekekekeke. i know maybe some of u sure like think that i syok sendiri but who cares. dis is my blog, my diary and my sweet ass la nak tulis ape pun bout what ever rite? heheheeh.

so last monday, me n jimmy went to the Q Jelly Cake Shop in Ikano. I wanted a cake for myself cos i never bought a cake for myself for my past bdays. jimmy said he would buy it for me but it seems like he kene force by me je when he said he's gonna buy so cam tak syok la kan? then i told him nvm la i will buy it myself. then when we were at the shop, took us like half n hour to choose the damn jelly cake. and finally i spotted one that is chocolatey n no pandan flavour cos most of their cakes is pandan flavoured.

i marked my cake, then the girl ask me "would u like to have a msg on ur cake?" i said "ya, pls put HAPPY BIRTHDAY MARIA!" the girl said "ok. could i have ur name n ur contact pls?" and i was proudly saying "oh its MARIA..." when i looked at jimmy this time cos he was giggling then i saw from the ekor of my eye the girl was smiling give me the tahan-to-laugh face. so nak buat muka tebal, gua pun ckp "takpe takpe i know i syok sendiri. dis is how i appreciate my own birthday my brutha!" akekekekekek suddenly the east side west side slang came out.

and that was it, story bout how a birthday girl got herself her own birthday cake. i dun mind celebrating it all alone if ditakdirkan i only have myself in the world dat no one would want to celebrate with me. im all prepared for this kind of thing to come. cos i know, that one day berbekalkan COURAGE & STRENGTH aku akan survive bumi yang nyata ini jika ditakdirkan aku hidup berseorangan dan dikelilingku penuh dengan lautan zombie [ya rabbi, budak maria ni under resident evil 3 addict rupenye, akekekekekek]. tgk rambut gua dah ade style dan ala2 alice dah ni. hehehehe

oklaa, sekiranya cik maria kite ni tersilap bahasa, terkasar kata, tersiku kaki, tersadung tangan, tertipu mana2 pihak dan kawan2 dan sedara mara atau keluarga Sulaiman Bulon, diharap ampunilah segala dosaku yg telah aku lakukan di waktu tersurat mahupun tersirat.
i hope i could make any contact with any of my frens out there yang dah lost kontek and if u by any chance termasuk di ruangan blawg gua ini, silalah leave a message buat gua.

selamat hari raya y`all! jemputla gua dtg umah korg utk open house hehehe, sebab thn nih gua balik mak gua punye kampung kat negeri sembilan (omg! bukit putus road, gulp!) so no open house for cik maria dis year. takpe raya kan sebulan, insyallah gua akan buat gak open house nanti. till then, take care!

ANGKASAWAN= Orang yang pegi angkasa dan jadi sawan...heheheh

maweeyar *her dark mind speaks...*

Soul Tormented

Love is not like anything,
Especially and fucking knife,
Like the one that I’m holding,
The one that could end my life.
I’m lying to myself,
And this daggers my excuse,
I’m feed up thinking your torment with stop,
I've had it with your abuse.
Just like we said at the alter,
"Till death do us part",
I guess this is goodbye,
I've stopped the beating of my heart.
Love really does hurt,
There's nothing you can do,
You told me you loved me,
I said I loved you too.
If only I had of known,
It would lead to years of pain,
I would go back and change it all,
So I wouldn't end up like this again.
I thought that we could be happy,
How could I get it so wrong,
Why have I stayed all this time,
Why has it taken so long.
To realize this was all a game,
To you this meant jack,
Was it something I said or did,
Please tell me so I can take it back.
You have kicked me and hit me,
I can’t take this any longer,
I do have to thank you though,
All this has made me much stronger

:(

(i dunno but sometimes i hate my love life and i wanna be forever in my own space, my own lala land.....urgh!)

maria *...and her dark mind speaks...*