HaPpY XmAs & Happy NeW YeAr 2008!

happy xmas and happy new year to all of my frens out there no matter where you are...!

maweeyar *her dark mind speaks...*

Jalan² With Aussie Folks!

Last Sunday (16/12) my parents angkat from Brisbane, Australia came down for a short trip. Memang best gile la dpt entertain mat salehs here in kl. I took the next monday off and me and jimmy brought them jalan² around kl (well, tak banyak tempat pun pegi sebab tak sempat). See some pix below.

Sunday, 16/12

In Shirley & Tim's hotel room @ Pan Pacific KLIA. Ada Flat Screen TV. Woot!

Me, Tim & Shirley @ Aquaria, KLCC

Sharkness & Ray-ness in Aquaria, KLCC

Tim & Shirley @ the building, KLCC

Ibu, Shirley, Tim & Ayah having a little chit chats at my house.
The whole gang @ home

Monday, 17/12

Shirley, Jimmy & Tim in front of the National Muzeum, KL.

Shirley, Me & Tim @ Bau² Cafe, Annexe, Central Market, KL. We had a very nice curry noodles and Shirley & Tim finished their curry noodles till the last drop. memang licin gile. hehehehe

Acik gave them a little something for them to bring back to brisbane. Shirley said our family is very naughty because we like to give pressies. Earlier in the morning at the hotel I gave them a pressie as well (a table runner & a fridge magnet)

Ibu & shirley chillin` at one corner of my house. Uncle Adam & Makteh just called but somehow the line got cut off. While waiting for them to call back, I took a picture of them both.

Rahman's & Tim & Shirley.
Shirley & Tim @ Johnny's Restaurant in Summit Subang USJ having their very last dinner with us. They were excited bile makan steamboat ni, yerlah mat saleh kat sane tak makan steamboat. hehehe

I brought them to makan at Sushi King, Johnny's, Dengkil Tom Yam, Bau² Cafe. They brought us for morning buffet breakfast at Pan Pacific Hotel. We went to Aquaria, KLCC, Muzeum Negara, Muzeum ORang Melayu, Muzeum Orang Asli. Shirley was so kind that she gave me an early wedding present when we were at Parkson in KLCC.

She was asking both of me n jimmy what do we want for a wedding present. Being so malaysian we both tersipu2 malu like not wanting anything from them because the main thing we want is for them to come down to our wedding and see us there but we know thats not gonna happen. so we bumped into this photo frames and albums area in parkson and she just took the photo album and brought it to the counter. I was like "errr, u dont have to shirley." then she said "no no its alright." the price of the photo album was rm119.90. (gulp!) We said thank u n hope to see u both at our wedding.

I just hope that they stay longer so we could go to some where else further. ibu was like thinking of bringing them back to her hometown just to get the feel of the kampung-ness. hehehehe. i am still waiting for their email just to tell us that they have a safe flight back home.

This will be our very nice outting for this year, just to wrap up 2007 in a few days more. Till then folks, happy early 2008. merry christmas. happy new year.

maweeyar *her dark mind speaks*

Cold Hard Fever

Feeling so sucky now as i'm having a bad fever. just got back from mc yesterday, feeling dozed off still. i woke up early this morning, cos my phlegm isnt coming out or goin down. so i had to force it to come out and guess what, it was the size of the 50cent coins. sigh... no wonder i cant really breath cos this thing was stuck in my throat for the past few days. shyte.

oklaa, i have to get dressed to work. will update u ppl on earth. tata

maghia *her dark mind speaks...*

i'm just a loner...

hmm, suddenly i feel very weird today. i was suppose to stay late in the ofc to complete my work but somehow my brain just broke down and everything went blank. i blamed it on my eye shadows that i thought was abit heavy for today but then everything just went blank. i went off at around 2.15 hence i couldnt complete my damn work. urgh so sad.

i went home, hoping that my mom would come and pick me up to see the wedding planner and end up she asked me to get to the place on my own. thinking of the gas that i just filled for next week and my body aches i just told her to see the wedding planner herself and check out their work. and still i dont trust my mom's taste.

i stayed home and watched home videos until late evening, mom called and ask me to get to summit right away to grab a dinner cum drink. jim told me that he is going out with this girl from his high school tonight and i assumed that its gonna be a date. he even asked me wer to go. ahaks... this is like planning a date for my fiancee with another girl which is not good but i just let him go. im so nice rite? heheheh *wink*

its been awhile since the last update from mua. as usual, been bz myself with tonnes of work at 'work' and at 'home'. now that im hooked up with wedding stuff and my freelance job that i don't get a chance to stay late at work anymore. sigh. it's all about getting more n more money for the very big day.

that's about it. stress with wedding plans and that my brains not functioning some of the time. sigh sigh sigh.... wish me luck people.

maghia *...hre dakr midn speask...*

Eye On Malaysia = Malaysia's Fish Tank

Last week my deary friend Asyura came down from Spore to have a short holiday in KL. She came with her angels Hana & Hani and her husband Jamil. So, it was kinda last minute that we had to plan out where to hang out and makans with them and yg tak bestnye die turun on wednesday, obviously me n boy n jim are working that we had to start the jalan2 after work.

around 6.15-ish pm jimmy came, then off we go to kl to pick up the girls. so, here's the pix of the jalans2. enjoy.

Asyura the mummy, Hana, Hani @ Restoran Hokkaido, nice place to makans, seriously...

Hana: Why Am I Staring @ The Damn Camera?????
Hani: How bout try sticking out your tonque like me with a mangkuk in my hands??? hehehehe....

Hani & Jimmy (style cam ade tokoh jadi bapak budak, heheheh...)

Eye On Malaysia aka The Malaysia's Very Own 365days Fish Tank

Hani & Abooya (omg boy! kebuncitan ko lagi membuatkan ko ade tokoh jadi bapak budak, akekekekek)

Abooya, Asyura the mummy, Hana, Maria, Hani

Hana, Asyura the ibu, Jimmy, Hani, Maria

All in the Fish Tank: Maria, Jimmy, Hani, Ibu Asyura, Hana, Abooya

Maria & Hani (damn she so gorgeous...)

okla i wanna go to sleep. tomorrow is my cousin's big day as she is having her engagement ceremony tomorrow in the morning. fyi, she my cousin kak honey will be my wedding planner and she will be handling my gubahan hantarans, all the best kak honey.

maweeyar *her dark mind speaks...*

Raya With My Dear Jimmy...

I had so much fun celebrating raya this year. one of it cud be because it falls on my birthday, and frens and ppl i know alhamdulillah remembers my birthday. one of it cos i had fun celebrating with my soon-to-be relatives which is jimmy's relatives. here are some photos which we took during the raya visits to his relatives houses.

At Jimmy's house in Banting...

Me, my mak-in-law, pak andak and mak andak...

With Jimmy's relatives in Kajang

Jimmy & His Best Buddies in Banting

okla, these are some pictures i think would be nice to put up here. i still have some post i'd like to put up but i just have to wait for the perfect timing which god knows when. haha. owh by the way, to all my friends, family, relatives near n far, i will post out my wedding card very soon. please give me your address or if u wanna drop by the office to treat me for lunch also you are welcome. ngeh ngeh ngeh...

till then, see ya again people on earth!

maerya *...her dark mind speaks...*

selamat hari ria!

slamat hari RAYA & selamat hari RIA y`all!

1 meaningful day, twice the celebration :)

my family's actual raya plan was to go back to mom's hometown (kuala pilah, negeri sembilan) on fri, 12 Oct. since she couldnt get leave for raya due to work commitment, so she decided to go back on saturday morning. and today, whole bunch my mom's relatives (my uncles, aunties, gramma, cousins) came over for raya visit. so i tot "ahha! nih sure balik tgh hari ni" then at around 2sumthing, there were a cake cutting session (ehem! my very own jelly cake which i was craving for it for like 3 4 weeks ago). so, cut the cake and makan2 and another round of makan, tiba2 all of a sudden, hujan turun dengan lebatnya tanpa amaran dari pihak kaji cuaca. so we all pun lepak laa until my uncle (my dad punye brotha) drop by. so lepak lagi till 4.30 depa pun go home.

around 6sumthin we went to kak ija's place cos her budday is on the 9oct. today she slot in a cake cutting ceremony at her place and she asked if i cud join for the session as well. then when came to her place, after makan2, lepak, watch her flat screen tv, gossips (topics about the hawt sheikh muszaphar and mawi and jimmy and my wedding date proposal) then only we cut cake. today was awesome la, never had a double celebration for meself and dis was can say the best. thanks to my biggie family cos making it happen. i always tot that bday is nuthin and its just 1 batang of candle add on to ur cake and ur age.

jimmy wasnt here, he left for banting yesterday afternoon and i kinda miss him. for the past 3 4 years ive been celebrating my bday with him n this yr feels odd not having him around. huhu, he's coming back next monday, n tomorrow i'll be in negeri sembilan. uwaaaa i want my bantal peluk :'(

till then, take care ppl on earth and remember, always look up in the sky and tell to ur loved ones that you will always follow his/her trail from the stars (merapuss!)

First Celebration!

Finally, food is on the table during day time!
My mom and her hardcore kitchen helper, my auntie maklang. ehehehe
My uncles n aunties from mom side, awwwww how i love this picture so much. it is soo family thing. *touched*
My cousin Dilla & me. Her birthday is tomorrow, 14 oct 2007. happy early birthday Dilla! send my regards to dr sheikh muszaphar for me (she studies in UKM, the same place wer Dr Sheikh gets his edukasi)

Second Celebration
My cousin Kak Ija & me. Her birthday was on the 9th oct. she insisted to celebrate with me. this was at around dinner time at her place. woot!

okla, signing off now from the birthday girl... till then, happy ria everyone!

maerya *her darkmind speaks...*

Selamat Hari Raya Y`All!

Yo, sesungguhnya raya pada thn ni is very meaningful to me. maybe for anyone is like "ohh raya again? duit raya...lemang...finally can eat..." thingy but for me is different. this raya, falls on 13 october. 13 october tuh la bday gua. akekekekeke. i know maybe some of u sure like think that i syok sendiri but who cares. dis is my blog, my diary and my sweet ass la nak tulis ape pun bout what ever rite? heheheeh.

so last monday, me n jimmy went to the Q Jelly Cake Shop in Ikano. I wanted a cake for myself cos i never bought a cake for myself for my past bdays. jimmy said he would buy it for me but it seems like he kene force by me je when he said he's gonna buy so cam tak syok la kan? then i told him nvm la i will buy it myself. then when we were at the shop, took us like half n hour to choose the damn jelly cake. and finally i spotted one that is chocolatey n no pandan flavour cos most of their cakes is pandan flavoured.

i marked my cake, then the girl ask me "would u like to have a msg on ur cake?" i said "ya, pls put HAPPY BIRTHDAY MARIA!" the girl said "ok. could i have ur name n ur contact pls?" and i was proudly saying "oh its MARIA..." when i looked at jimmy this time cos he was giggling then i saw from the ekor of my eye the girl was smiling give me the tahan-to-laugh face. so nak buat muka tebal, gua pun ckp "takpe takpe i know i syok sendiri. dis is how i appreciate my own birthday my brutha!" akekekekekek suddenly the east side west side slang came out.

and that was it, story bout how a birthday girl got herself her own birthday cake. i dun mind celebrating it all alone if ditakdirkan i only have myself in the world dat no one would want to celebrate with me. im all prepared for this kind of thing to come. cos i know, that one day berbekalkan COURAGE & STRENGTH aku akan survive bumi yang nyata ini jika ditakdirkan aku hidup berseorangan dan dikelilingku penuh dengan lautan zombie [ya rabbi, budak maria ni under resident evil 3 addict rupenye, akekekekekek]. tgk rambut gua dah ade style dan ala2 alice dah ni. hehehehe

oklaa, sekiranya cik maria kite ni tersilap bahasa, terkasar kata, tersiku kaki, tersadung tangan, tertipu mana2 pihak dan kawan2 dan sedara mara atau keluarga Sulaiman Bulon, diharap ampunilah segala dosaku yg telah aku lakukan di waktu tersurat mahupun tersirat.
i hope i could make any contact with any of my frens out there yang dah lost kontek and if u by any chance termasuk di ruangan blawg gua ini, silalah leave a message buat gua.

selamat hari raya y`all! jemputla gua dtg umah korg utk open house hehehe, sebab thn nih gua balik mak gua punye kampung kat negeri sembilan (omg! bukit putus road, gulp!) so no open house for cik maria dis year. takpe raya kan sebulan, insyallah gua akan buat gak open house nanti. till then, take care!

ANGKASAWAN= Orang yang pegi angkasa dan jadi sawan...heheheh

maweeyar *her dark mind speaks...*

Soul Tormented

Love is not like anything,
Especially and fucking knife,
Like the one that I’m holding,
The one that could end my life.
I’m lying to myself,
And this daggers my excuse,
I’m feed up thinking your torment with stop,
I've had it with your abuse.
Just like we said at the alter,
"Till death do us part",
I guess this is goodbye,
I've stopped the beating of my heart.
Love really does hurt,
There's nothing you can do,
You told me you loved me,
I said I loved you too.
If only I had of known,
It would lead to years of pain,
I would go back and change it all,
So I wouldn't end up like this again.
I thought that we could be happy,
How could I get it so wrong,
Why have I stayed all this time,
Why has it taken so long.
To realize this was all a game,
To you this meant jack,
Was it something I said or did,
Please tell me so I can take it back.
You have kicked me and hit me,
I can’t take this any longer,
I do have to thank you though,
All this has made me much stronger

:(

(i dunno but sometimes i hate my love life and i wanna be forever in my own space, my own lala land.....urgh!)

maria *...and her dark mind speaks...*

d.e.n.g.u.e.

Herlows to my frens and all bloggers. sorry for the long dissappearance of me self due to some family problems i have faced for the past 2 weeks. wanna know what happened? hmmm. my dad, a person yang sihat tak penah sakit tibe2 demam panas on the very first day of ramadhan. so we tot he just had like a normal fever. the 2nd day the fever is getting worst, till mom decided to bring him to the family clinic. doc gave normal fever medicine. the 3rd day, we saw the rashes all over his arm and he knew about the rashes but he told no one.

so, next day we rushed him to the family clinic and the doc said it cud be dengue. pergh, mlm tuh jugak kitorg bergegas ke sjmc to the emergency room sebab he was very weak. so, we waited in the emergency room for almost 2hrs plus just to check in and to get the bed room. that night, the nurse gave him a drip. memang mase tuh aku anti nyamuk nak mati. aku rase cam nyamuk ni takde tempat lain ke die nak pi. urgh. camtuh la citer pasal ayah aku kene demam denggi. smalam baru discharged. yang bestnye keluar2 spital trus nak beli cendol n rojak. akekekekeke. aku yg menjadi pilot selama ayah aku hospitalised smalam semasa membawa die balik, terase cam tekak kering gile je bile die sebut nak cendol (tahan je la dowl).

ari ni die cam melepek je kat hall, diselubungi dengan blankets dan bantal mengalahkan org yg berpose. hehehehehe. tuh la die ayah aku, he is the hero of the family.

thanks yang tak terhingga kepada penderma2 darah yang cepat respon kat aku nye sms last tuesday, my boss, my leader (walaupun die nye darah tak cukup nak derma tapi die best), my auntie's ofc colleague, nanie n kak lina specially, even tho u came yesterday, but u cud save some other's life in future. god bless you all!

maerya *her dark mind speaks...*

Finally, I Cutted My Hair...

Akhirnya, aku berjaya menggunting rambut. the 'tak best' part is when i got back home, then the next day, it went haywire :S. meaning they blew straight my hair so it was pretty la konon. then i felt very ringan, so after tido dengan lasaknya seperti sekumpulan chimpanzee berebut tempat tido di atas pokok, maka jadilah haywire (note! bukan mamat haywire psycho dalam prison break ye? heheh) see la pix, between the last bit of my hair, till the day that i cutted my hair, dated 10 september. oh today is hari memperingati WTF, woop i mean WTC...oklaa kepalaku kusut untuk mengarut dalam 1000 bahasa. till then, have a nice day peoples on earth!

beberapa hari sebelum OPS potong rambut berlaku. huhu, betapa ku rasa rocknya gua....yea yearghhhh!

Kejadian selepas OPS potong rambut. oh tidak, camne aku leh senyum?? (eh? kenapa ayatku terase seperti orang menyesal sepoi2 bahasa????)

maerya *her dark mind speakss....*

Merdeka!

friday, saturday sunday cuti yang betul betul menyopan dan mensiumankan diriku ini. nape ek aku ckp camtuh. sebab friday me n my family went to klcc, jim also went. the main reason to go klcc was to go inside aquaria. cos of the way dam EX entrance fee, mom decided to bring us to Petrosains. gile arrR!! takpela, mak nye pasal, aku gagahkan diri ku untuk pegi ke situ. yg 'best'nye, entrance fee utk 5 orang gua bayar. yg lagi 'best'nye, akak kat konter tu charged aku student rate. "ade student card?" "kad matrik tak bawak, sebab kua pi jalan2 takot ilang..." akekekekekek, kelentong mak aku kat akak konter tuh.

so, we went in, went out at around 3.30 - 4 sumthin. then this is when i rescued jimmy. hehehehe, at first he wanted to spend time with his mom at banting, yerlah cuti lame gile kan. tapi lepas call mak die berkali2 tak dpt, so he assumed that mom has gone somewer for holiday la. "babe, you still in klcc rite? can i join u for lunch?" "yay! we shud be out in 1 hr from now. see u outside". and so he waited for us the next 1 1/2 hrs, 1/2hr in train, so 1 hr tu tunggu aku kuar la. so, we headed to pizza hut to makan. trust me, service they is the damn suckish! dah laa manners takde, pastu layan org cam cibs, leh plak bagi muke ketat kat mak gua. lu takde rase nak respek org tua ke? urgh, time tuh aku mmg rase cam nak cabut kepala die then pijak2 kat lantai. akekekekek. makan mmg best la cos we ordered the sausage bite.

dah abis je makan, me n jim berpecah with my family (sob... sob!). told jimmy that since we are in klcc why not if we do some shopping cos last month aku tak shopping langsung, takat beli bra baru je adela tu pun sebab dah nazak sgt koleksi bra2 aku yg ade. akekekeke just joking. so, kitorg pun berjalan dengan sungguh santai ala2 kapel yang romantis gitu (haarrkkhhh tuihhh!). nak tau aku beli ape? (a) maybelline liquid eyeliner (b) nose flats (c) esprit de corp purse - ni mmg kene beli la sebab wallet nightmare b4 xmas gua dah hancus (d) last but least, adidas jacket. hehehe banyak gile shopping kan? ni mmg lepas geram nye shopping. the (d) actually i shared with jim cos it is quite expensive n summore jimmy just got a bonus from his company (T.T).

enuff bout merdeka day, lets move on to Musika Sekolah Tinggi 2 atau dalam bahasa omputihnye High School Musical 2. My lil sis won 4 tix to watch the Bahasa version of HSM2 at Cathay last saturday. me drove nana, addam n mira there. trust me, the way they setup the place n the not-so-red carpet is like getting the real stars of HSM2 to come to Msia. mmg grande gile la pastuh crowded nak mati. overall the movie was okay but yg takley bla nye is they were in bahasa, so my heart is abit the potong la watching it. we got the A row seating, 1st row from the back. yg best nye, aku slept 1/2 hr before nak ending. akekekeke. okla, enjoy the pix below ya? *gambar abit dark cos you know why lar. kalu nak terang gambar, sila hantarkan kepada saya DSLR Canon 4000D sebagai hadiah (ahem)*

nana, me, ayah n ibu. on the way into the time tunnel (cheh, omputih konon, terang2 dah tulih terowong masa, akekekek)

hooooppp! bontot seorang patung yg telah dimolest oleh daku (nana: urgh, kok ye pun kene molest, jgn laaa bagi pakej gas beracun skalik, akekekeke)

yummeh! nana, ayah, ibu, adam, and jimmy. this is the best picture of all, its just dat i wasnt in the pix (cedih). ingat senang ke nak bawak homo sapien2 ni kua pi pizza hut???? lemau dengan delivery family gua nih...

on merdeka day, gua in front of the entrance of the HSM2 stage n popcorn konter (check out my new jacket that cost me n jim *ahem* takyah la ckp, akekekeke)

natalie interviewing jaclyn victor on stage. she & vince (absent) sings the malaysian version of you are the music in me (kau muzik di hatiku)

addam, marsha (voicing Taylor), mira n nana (see addam's hand die pegang ape!?!?!!?!? don't worry, itu adalah cermin yang memisahkan kami dan marsha, akekekek)

nana (voicing sharpay). mmg bagus laa the script for sharpay, memang wat kitorg gelak all the time.

milla (voicing Gabriella) and addam (trust me, budak milla ni kecik gile, petite in size)

maweeyar *her dark mind speaks*

Riang Ria DIY Today, I Can't Wait!

With reference to the title above, i Maria Abdul Rahman just can't wait to be at Annexxe, Central Market today. akekekekek formal tahap dewa dewi mengawan tul. hehehehe, oklaaa nuthin much to talk but some pix i'd like to share.This was taken at The Italiannies, The Curve. Believe me, it was our first time dining there, the food is memang for sharing. sharing is caring.

The Malaysian International Fireworks Competition kick Off Day. We got to see the opening day and it was hell beautiful...

maghia *her dark mind speaks...*

today is friday...! wee hoo!

aaahhh finally today is friday. nuthin much yg aku nak ngarut lagi sebab masih baru with this blog, so die belum di-maerya-ish-kan lagi but i will do it once i have the time. tomorrow is my dad's birthday, and tomorrow is also a gig day, riang ria diy kembali! to those of u yg sudi dtg, pls come tomorrow and we gonna have a loads of fun...


maerya *her dark mind speaks...*

Today Is The Day

Finally, just to mark the date today that I finally get to startup my very new blogspot. wee hoo! my maerya.blogspot.com sudah lame mati cos my very clever last post i put in there. then i made this wordpress blog with the same name, had trouble putting pix, adjusting and now im back to blogspot. muah muah!

oklaa, still stuck at work, more updates to come. so stay tuned!

maerya *her dark mind speaks...*